Being Me

Please don't Hurt any of my Frenz

2010-04-09T23:08:00.000-07:00

To those who hurt my frenz ( perasan la skit)

Please back off .... dun hurt her in that shitting effin way .....

Don't post it in &^*%@##$ so that the whole world can see

Its juz lame and desperate u knw .....

I hope u stop right away cuz if not ur gonna get a piece of me ...... ( my piece is more painful u knw)

i knw its not rite to bitch people but if u have to do it for best frenz then u have to do it

i have nothing against u (i will still be ur fren ) but i want u to stop hurting my great fren

Thats all i want .... i dun want her to come to skul and be *sad*

SO PLEASE STOP !!!!

Juz being a fren ,

NAB

Leadership Camp :)

2010-04-09T22:39:00.000-07:00

The camp was so much fun ........

Meet a lot of new people........ and all of them are so nice

Luv the facilitator :) all friendly and sporting

so here is what really happen

1st day

arrive at Kem Malangang ( i think thats the correct spelling) at 2 pm .

feeling awkward and scared as it is my first time .....

get to learn how to build up the khemah and roboh-ing it :p

and at night have ice breaking ..... meet lots of humans but can't remember their name ( i need time )

About 11 pm sleep in a tent 4 the first time ever

2nd day

Wake up at 4.30

bathe and get ready for aerobics ....

aerobics was weird ..... for first timers like me but it was fun

and then it was breakfast and bina kumpulan stuff

then we have flying fox

and it was super terrifying ...... phobia (cried like a baby and it was embarrassing )

but i did it anyway like Nike says "Just Do It "

then we have sumthing but i dun quite remember ......

then we mandi and have dinner and more ceramah

the talk was about bidang tugasan in skul

it was great

we were divided into different groups again ( mich and i get the same group)

then after that sleep time

3rd day

wake up at 4.30

Bathe

aerobics again but i think its kinda boring cuz the facilitator use traditional dance moves and well u knw its not my thing .... i'm more to contemporary-current moves

after that we have Dinamika kumpulan where my fellow teammates and i had to work together to get through some difficult obstacles ( we didn' get to finish all the obstacles )

then we have a talk on Komunikasi Berkesan

The dude who give the talk was kinda funny and interesting

then we have lunch ( the fud prepared was so not my taste)

after that we have a talk on Asas protokol which extremely boring ...... i almost fell asleep

then at night we have kebudayaan

i had to wear a stupid cheongsam (pink) i look ridiculous in it

well in the end all things goes on well

4th day

THE LAST DAY

wakeup but din get to take bath

aerobics again and it was fun super fun then the two days before

then breakfast and penutupan (break camp )

........go home

it was great to go home but i kinda miss camp nw and the peeps there

i wish i could do this again in the future

Love Camp ,

farah nabila

I hate My Life

2010-02-17T04:15:00.000-08:00

I hate My Life . My !@#$ Life .

Its a shit hole .Ef@#$% Hole!!!!!!

I wish I was another person .

I hate EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE RITE NOW !!!

I HOPE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE WILL PERISH IN THE FIRE HOLE !!!

I HATE IT !!!

2010 SUCKS LIKE AN ASS

Images !!!

2009-12-07T03:09:00.000-08:00

These pics are great !!!

I'm Happy !!!

2009-12-07T02:51:00.000-08:00

My dad bought me a new phone . The phone that I had been longing for a month . The W980i .

I'm so happy !!! I love Daddy and Mummy of course !

I just viewed my best friend in the whole world 's blog a.k.a. Leonnie Lee.

Wow ! Her blog was freaking awesome . I think she blogged almost everyday . Well , I salute her . I don't know how she manage these stuff .

I found some great pictures . But I think I'll post it in a new post .

Love my Family ,
honeybear

Phone Crack !

2009-11-29T04:37:00.000-08:00

My phone crack ! It started when my phone display became blur and it won't stop blinking .
I want a new phone . Now !

I was thinking of getting the Sony Ericsson W980i . The price is quite reasonable . The phone also have a lot of good features like shake control , built-in 8GB memory , Sense Me , motion gaming , and many more .

I'm like begging for my father to get me one . My mum was really supporting about this . I love my mum !

And her birthday is just around the corner . I wonder what should I buy for her ?

Well , I'll figure something out .

I REALLY WANT A NEW PHONE ,

honeybear

SINGAPORE!

2009-11-23T23:03:00.000-08:00

I'm at Changi Airport nOw !

Surfing the internet cuz I'm bored and both my parents is in the toilet .

Thank Goodness ! They have wireless connection here in the airport .

I'm typing super fast now .

Bye I have to go .

Peace Out ,

honeybear

Love My Body but ........ Some people don't

2009-11-07T01:02:00.000-08:00

I went to the mall just now .
And it was like heaven for me because most of my favorite clothing store is on sale .
Well I didn't exactly shop like a mad women .
I just picked out some clothes that i wanted to buy .
Well the truth is , I only bought one blouse .

I wanted to buy two blouses actually but my dad only allow me to pick one .
So I bought the Padini dark brown blouse .
Padini's the shop i meant who has sales .
Like you can get clothes for a really reasonable price .

Well the thing with my dad is that
he said that that blouse that i wanted to buy
is not suitable for me because it makes my boobs look big .
But its already big there it nothing that I can do to hide it .
Its already there !
Ughhhhh.....!!!

I'm pissed at my upper body now !

So that's the crap for today .

Bodily Problems ,

honeybear

At Last

2009-11-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

See the words " At Last "

Well actually , its about my dearest best friend .

She's been crushing on this guy name @!#$%& for months . She's been talking about him like almost everyday .And they were some ups and downs situation (That's how to put it ) .

At some point between all those months , I did thought that @!#$%& was a total jerk .
Sometimes I feel like , I wanna strangle her with my bare hands because both of them just keep on hesitating in having a relationship . But now they are together and hope they will last longer .

So , my friend when you see this I know you'll proud of ,

Honeybear

P.S : If he hurt you , I'll kick him in his @!#$ .

Skipping School Is My Hobby !

2009-11-04T00:24:00.000-08:00

I'm so dead if one of my teachers saw this post !

I actually really love going to school but this past few days I just have no mood to deal with school stuff .

Anyways , we have nothing to do in school . The teachers arranged everything for us (students) .

In my point of view , the students should be given an opportunity to plan some activities for themselves .
Ya ' know , like fun things .

OR the teachers and the students could all sit down together and discuss about after exam activities . COMPROMISE !!!!
OK !!!!

Wow ! Now everything is out . And I'm starting to write crap . Again ! And Again !

Well not everything I write is crap . Maybe some .

So , peace out for now .......

Live Life With Lots Of Love ,

Honey Bear

School's Act

2009-10-16T00:05:00.000-07:00

My school is having this after PMR activities and its kinda lame .

Guess what we were force to do ........

1. Follow "kawad"

2. Do handicrafts ....... boring and not my thing

3. Cheerleading ....... so not my field

4. Planting trees ........ I'm okay with this . But only a few peeps could join this activity .

5. So , I turn to Talent Time . I'm probably gonna sing ---- in a group of course . I don't have the guts to sing solo yet .

Our group will do a medley of three songs ( we're still discussing about it )

So , that's about my crap for today .

Sign out ,

honey bear

PMR is Over !

2009-10-12T23:55:00.000-07:00

FINALLY !!! 13th of October 2009....... PMR is really over !

I have no worries now .........

But I still have to wait for the results to come out .

I really want to get 8 A's so that i can ask anything from my parents .

Hahahahaha ...... I'm EEEvil

And ... now I'm bored .

Writing crap on my stupid unupdated blog .

Haven't been blogging since a long time aga ....... writing crap

Well Update !

1. PMR IS OVER
2. My life is boring
3. I have nothing to do
4. Have to find something to do
5. Maybe I'll pick up some new hobbies
6. My school has arranged us to do some boring stuff in school .
7. So the next 2 weeks my life will bw BORING .....

So thats the crap

Love This Saying

2009-08-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

Hello!!! I'm updated ...

2009-08-26T20:52:00.000-07:00

Wow ! I haven't been updated my blog since June . So here's the crap I have kept for so long .....

1. PMR is one month away
2. I'm studying like a maniac or in other words like HELL !
3. Improving my writing which my teacher thinks sucks .
4. Well , it doesn't suck !!!!
5. Still surf the the Net for hours .
6. Watch a lot of Korean Dramas lately .
( Stephanie wiil be proud of me cuz she love to watch them too!!!!)
7. A bit mad of someone because someone couldn't visit me cuz @#$ too busy making someone couldn't see me and I miss @#$
8. My friends will know who's that . ( Big smile on my puffy face )
9. And I'm writing crap on twitter so that I can reach 100 tweets by the end of this boring week .
10 . I think i write crap here too .

So , I think that's all . Bye Crappy blog .

Lovey Dovey ,

Teddy Honey Bear

Holiday ------ Almost Over !!!

2009-06-12T01:08:00.000-07:00

Three more days of this relaxing but boring holiday .

I love holidays . Just stay at home , go online the whole day , watch tv , sleep , day dreaming ____zzzz . Love those stuff !

I wish this will never end !!!
Sadly it will end . Next week is SCHOOL DAYS again .
So much for education .

Its not like I hate studying .
But its just stress full . The tension in acing in a test .
I have to get Grade A for everything if not my daddy will take all of my toys
(I mean phones and internet )

HUH! I'm writing crap again !
Well , off to School .
Not Now--- Next Monday !!!??

Peace Up

New Shoes!

2009-06-03T03:30:00.000-07:00

I just bought this flats last week . Its PUMA Ballerina Icon .

I just love my new flats .

But next time , I' m gonna ask my dad to buy the Puma Speed Princess Ballerina .

That shoe is way more cooler .

Back to REAL life

2009-06-03T02:53:00.000-07:00

So , real life .

Its amazing , fun , some kind of a miracle , full OF joy and laughter and most of all full of LoVE .

YUp Love . What a BIG word !!!? So as you can see I'm writing crap here .
Don't mind me OKAY! I felt just I should write some crap again for today .
FYI this is my third crap OF tHE daY !!! Yeah !

So to all bloggers , THIS IS WHAT LOVE MEANS TO ME .

Love , a four letter word . Can be said by anybody , anywhere and the way they express it .

For me , my love to all the people I know is totally different . Like , in the way I express it .
Because I think the way I express my love to someone i really care is very different .
In other words , I don't really show it . I may act as if I don't care or don't know but its actually the opposite .

Okay ! Stop ! That's totally not me . Well maybe a little like me . But I do show my love to
people . Ask my family and friends . They KNOW !

Oh you see ! I'm writing that crap Again ! You know what , I'm just stop until I got something else better to write .

This is Stupid !

Peace UP !

Terminator : Salvation

2009-06-02T23:04:00.000-07:00

Okay . I just watched Terminator last week and it was so damn awesome . Lightning struck me when I saw Sam Worthington . I find him super hot .

So for now , Sam is in and Verdasco is out . (Just for now ) I guess ??!

Note : To the people who thinks I'm obsess over Verdasco well I'm not . Cuz he is hot but he just loss in the French Open . So bye-bye V for now .

Kay . Back to terminator . Sam is Hot . Not just that , he is like the man of my dreams .
( "Someone" don't be jealous k! ) He is muscular and tall . And amazingly cute when he smiles .

Right . So now to Adam Lambert . I just find out that he is really gay . My friend Loons told me earlier about that but I just don't really believe her . ( Well b'cuz Loons likes Kris Allen ) But now I do believe that Adam is 100% gay cuz I saw pics of him kissin' a dude . If I'm not mistaken his boyfriend's name is Drake LaBry . Eeew Adam ! I really thought he is straight .
Damn straight !!! You know like super straight like no one can make him go gay . But I come to think that every guy who is involve in theater is kinda soft and $#@ . You know what .

So that's it . My thoughts for to-day .

PS: Didn't go bloggin for ages cuz I'm lazy to write my thoughts and crap.

No bOuNdaRiES - aDAM lAMBERt

2009-06-02T22:19:00.000-07:00

LYRICS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vokM1z8on5g

Adam Lambert - No Boundaries Lyrics and Mp3 :-
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever

When you feel you’ve lost your way

What if my chances are already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

So here I am — still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where’s the future’s heading
Nothings gonna bring me down
I jumped every bridge
I run every line

I’ve risked being saved but i always knew why
I always knew why

So here i am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up everything
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Love this song . Plus Adam's version is better than Kris's . ( He hit the right note )

Fernando Verdasco is so Hot !

2009-03-18T19:02:00.000-07:00

Update !!

2009-03-03T22:46:00.001-08:00

This week is so damn busy ! I mean we have exam . But now its over !!!

So here's a little update about me ......

1. I told the *person* what I kinda don't like about her . I don't really wanna tell her at first , but she insisted to know ...... so I blurt it all out . Well before I say it , I told her not to be sad about it . Yeah ! Then I tell her . I think she took it well . Because she knows that I'm a straight forward person and I think she knows how to take criticism pretty well . And we are still best friends . That's what friends are for . They'll correct you when you're wrong and I hope one day she'll do the same to me . (I mean ---correct me )

2. Still in love with Fernando Verdasco .

3. I don't know why I can't stop thinking about someone . (Jul and Loons know and maybe Michelle too)

4. We learnt about Reproductive System . (Science_and nothing else)

5. We are having a bazaar this weekend 8th of March .

And I think that's all . I'm such a boring person .

After A Hard Week at School

2009-02-20T17:59:00.000-08:00

Hey Bloggers ! I haven't been bloggin' here for a long time . I feel so out dated these days . So here's a few update about me ...

1. Having PMS right now .
2. Exam is so near . ( one week left to study)
3. Have to many homework . I think my teachers think that I'm some kind of a robot to finish all the homework that she gave us . But I finished it anyway .
4. I'm so in love with no one right now . I'm lonely
5. Have some thing in my heart that I can't tell anyone . Its about someone . ( I told Jul )
6. I'm tired of being a prefect sometimes because its super hard .
7. I think I'm obsessed about tennis again .
8. Love to watch American Idol . I love Danny Gokey and Adam Lambert .
9. I'm so into Maths .
10. I love Beyonce's new song Halo .

More Pics of Ana and Verdasco

2009-02-06T20:20:00.001-08:00

This picture were taken in the China Open 2008 .

Fernando in Ana's box in the Sony Ericson's 2008 .

Picture of Fernando and Ana's mother watching Ana train for the Sony Ericson Open .

See how close were they ?

I WISH THEY WERE STILL TOGETHER !!!

Fernando Verdasco is so Available !

2009-02-06T19:59:00.000-08:00

Okay ! I love Fernando Verdasco . And He's available !
My friend Loons is so wrong about him dating Priscilla De Gustin . I mean he did ... but the relationship ended in 2006 . Last year , he is seen dating with tennis star Ana Ivanovic . They went to train tennis together , shopping and even meet each others family . But the relationship ended in January 2009 just before the Australian Open .
Now , I know how he can go all the way to the semis ..... by putting his frustation in his game and beating all the tennis players who got in his way but he was stopped by fellow friend Rafael Nadal . But its okay . Now HE IS ON TOP OF HIS GAME . He is ranked 9th in the world .

You know what I really like it when he is dating Ana . They look so perfect for each other . Look at this pictures ....

This picture was taken when Ana was visiting Fernando's family in Madrid December 2008 .
Cute kan them !!!
All smileys here . Hot kan !!!!

I'm so crazy about him . I can't stop talking about him .

Leonnie ! Which One Do You Like ?

2009-02-06T19:42:00.000-08:00

Leonnie , Sorry ! I can't find any green apple color . So here goes . I think Nice bah .....

Shot of the day From Australian Open

2009-01-31T04:34:00.000-08:00

Nadal vs. Verdasco

I'm so @^%&$*

2009-01-28T17:00:00.000-08:00

Well not really jealous . But I wish I can come to Leonnie's open house . I know all my friends have fun . Like Michelle and Julianna . Its my daddy's fault he say no because the open house is
at night . But its okay ! I go blogging the whole day . And guess what ?
Gilles Simon (tennis player ranked No 6th) look like Robert Pattinson( Twilight actor) . I was so shocked . But they really look alike . And now I find Gilles Simon Hot !! And the best thing is he wears Adidas . OMG!!! i LOVE him ..... Sorry Robert Pattinson and Tomas Berdych .

Don't they look alike ??? He is so hot ...
I'm always crazy about tennis .

$#@%* Don't Know Wat 2 Say

2009-01-27T20:08:00.000-08:00

Okay !!! I'm bored ! I haven't been updating my blog lately because I'm busy with school and some other things . Let me see .....

1. School started . There's tones of things to do . Prefect stuff and sports . Catch up with study and I have excel .

2. Catching up with my friends life . Leonnie got a guitar for Christmas and she's so excited . Michelle still with McD (Short formed cuz his name is so long and hard to spell ). Lastly Julianna . I don't know what's up with her but I think there's no change at all . Well she went to KL in December so hard to keep contact cuz she doesn't have a phone .

3. Still trying to get use of waking up early . But I think I can get through this by February .

4. Australian Open is on . I keep my hopes up for Roger Federer . Have a new crush on Tomas Berdych . He is so HOT !! He is still young . 24! I love the way he play . He is the first player to beat Roger Federer and Rafael Nadal when they were stil No.1 and No.2 . I really like him . He is ranked 20th on the ATP chart . Thats a Good number .

That's his Picture !!

So I think that's the crap for today ..

Almost New Year !!!

2008-12-31T06:07:00.000-08:00

Nooooo!!!!

Have to go back to school . So that means ..... no more holiday !!!! But its okay... I love school days . Got to meet my friends .... And study (boring)

My 2009 resolution :

- have to loose weight (at least a few pounds cuz i'm getting fatter)

- get 8 As in Pmr

- stay out of trouble

- learn new things such as sports or a new friend / celebrity

- try not to fall in love with another guy other than Rob Patzz

- be a good friend

- be able to well in my duties as a prefect

- win a tennis match

- try not to get sick

- try not to hurt people (physically and mentally )

- control myself from influencing my friends brain ( dirty / yellow)

And i think thats all !! If theres more I 'll continue writing tomorrow

Happy New Year ...... Uhm not yet . Its tomorrow ..

Almost Lovers

2008-12-14T21:50:00.000-08:00

Just wanna post this

It's My Fault .

2008-12-13T04:19:00.000-08:00

"Last Time"

I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
What they really were about
And these words are bringing me so deeply insane
That I don't think I can take my way out

I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of days spent without you
And there is nothing left to prove

I'm counting all the things I could have done
To make you see
That I wanted us to be what I go to sleep and dream of
I want you to know that I'd die for you
I'd die for you

I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove

And if you are alone
Make sure you're not lonely
Cuz if you are, I blame myself
For never being home
I know I'm not the only one
Who will treat you like they should
What you deserve

I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove

"Goodbye"

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

These songs remind me of someone who is super special . I think my friends know who it is . I really miss that person !!! And its my fault anyway . I'm the who want to let go . Now I have no one who really understands me .

$#%* I love this Song

2008-12-10T19:02:00.000-08:00

Paramore - Decode

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
No care to ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own ("I'm screaming I love you so")
On my own (My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

Yeah
How did we get here?
Well I use to know you so well, yeah yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

SM St Francis Convent

2008-11-29T18:23:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry if I spell it wrong . Today I want to blab about my opinion about this school which is my school now . My first image about this school ( before I enter it) is... its full of girls . I mean girly girls . I have nothing against them but if there's to much of them , I'll go crazy !!!! Before this , I'm used to be around boys and girls but not girls only . So my first day in this school is kinda lonely and quiet . But after a few days , I mix with them . And they are actually not bad at all . Well now I'm a Franciscan . I love this school . I love all the friends that I met in this school . They are the best but not to forget my two best friends in primary school , Fiona and Fahyra . Hope they still remember me . And also to my three best friends Michelle , Loons and Peanut ( Julianna) . I love them cuz they are super crazy and funny . The four of us love to joke and fool around . And I want to dedicate this song to all the people who ever consider me as their FRIENDS . Maybe this song does'nt connect to friendship but I just love it cuz it pictures my love for them .

Angel - Leona Lewis

I feel it, you feel it
That this was meant to be.
I know it, you know it
That you were made for me.
We can't deny this any longer
Day by day it's getting stronger.
I want it, you want it
It's what the people want to see.

We're like Romeo and Juliet
Families can't divide us.
Like the tallest mountain or the widest sea
Nothing's big enough to hide us.
When we make love its overwhelming
I just touch the heavens
You're an angel, you're an angel

I said this world, this world.
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
'cause you are like a dream
For every night I say a prayer,
And I swear you are the answer
You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.

So we take it each moment our love grows
I see it, you see it,
What we have is made of gold
We're so filled with meaning,
Nothing can make us shallow.
So I hold it, and you hold it
The promise of tomorrow.
When we make love its overwhelming
I just touch the heavens.
You're an angel, you're an angel

And I said this world, this world
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
'cause you are like a dream
For every night I say a prayer,
And I swear you are the answer
You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.

I don't need three wishes
Well I just need one
For us to never be finished
For us to never be done
When they say it's over
We'll just say I love you
And when they say it's finished
We'll just keep on building.

And I said this world, this world
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
'cause you are like a dream
For every night I say a prayer,
And I swear you are the answer [x2]

You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.

Yes you are. You're an angel

Someone To Save You - Onerepublic

Patience
Took you for everything
Looked like a diamond ring
You are so much longer
That made sense
Apathy in disguise
Crept on you like a spy
Hurt you in ways
You can't describe

[Bridge]
Back to the start now
I wont let you go this way now

[Chorus]
Honesty
Is what you need
It sets you free
Like someone to save you
Let it go
But hurry now
Theres undertow
And I don't want to lose you now

All right
Sit down and spill your heart
Lets start from the very start
Cause i can see by your eyes
You're wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time, you know
Nothing can change what happened, you know

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Now
Now
Oh my
Look at your bright stars fade so
How much can you take?

[Chorus]

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na [x14]
I said to save you
Save you
Save you
Someone to save you
What you need is
Someone to save you

Lyrics Again !!!

2008-11-28T22:18:00.000-08:00

Someone's Watching Over Me - Hilary Duff

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Generation - Simple Plan

(Listen)
(Ohh, ohh)
(Ohh, ohh)

I'm sick of all this waiting
And people telling me what I should be
What if I'm not so crazy
Maybe you're the one that's wrong, not me
So what you gonna do, what you gonna say
When we're standing on top and do it our way
You say we got no future
You're living in the past
So listen up, that's my generation

[CHORUS]
(hey ho, let's go!)
It's going down tonight
(hey ho, let's go!)
We're gonna do it til we die
(hey ho, let's go!)
'Cause I, I, I got no reason to apologize
That's my generation

(ohh, ohh)
(ohh, ohh)

I don't need to say I'm sorry
I do what everybody wants to do
It's not so complicated
'Cause I know you want the same thing, too
So what you gonna do, what you gonna say
When we're standing on top and do it our way
You say we got no future
You're living in the past
So listen up, that's my generation

[CHORUS]

(Listen)

Don't need to say I'm sorry
(ohh, ohh)
It's not so complicated
'Cause I know you want the same thing, too

[CHORUS]

Save You- Simple plan

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)(x2)]

I love this 3 songs because the lyrics is so meaningful and because Generation is one of
Heroes -Season 3 Songs !!!!! For Peeps who view my blog try to listen to this 3 songs . its the best!! Especially Generation . Love it!!!

Friends

2008-11-28T18:33:00.000-08:00

What do i think about them ? They are friendly ( of course ) , nice , good person , funny , understanding , a good listener and so on .The good things about having good friends are............. they understands you , know you better than your parents , the only person that you can be yourself when your with them , they take your sadness and tears away , they are the ones who you'll talk to when you have "problems" , they are also the reason that your happy . So to me , a good friend is my soul , my savior and other great things . I love all my friends at school especially Michelle , Leonnie and Julianna . It's like they complete my world . Everyday I go to school and meet them , I'll burst into laughter . Everyday like this . Laughter . Laughter . Laughter. We will never show sad faces . We make jokes , tricks (always on Julianna and Leonnie ) and other stuff as well . What a happy day we will have . But some of us also have problems . And I can say that we were all there for each other . Comforting one another . Ahh... the best times. But school holiday come between us so we rarely hang out . Yeah .... thats the crap of the day .

Star World

2008-11-28T01:28:00.000-08:00

I love this channel ! I love all the comedy series and drama series but not the soap (the bold and the beautiful) . I hate that part . I love My Wife and Kids , 8 Simple Rules , Reaper ,Desperate Housewives , Ugly Betty , Grey's Anatomy and many more . They are so funny and different . And so Popular !!! I love Star World !

And that's all for today's crap!!

I'm Back !!!

2008-11-25T23:11:00.000-08:00

Yeah !!! I'm back from Kuala Lumpur . I'm so tired of walking , shopping and eating outside . But there is a good feedback . Like..... I got new clothes , jewelleries , shoes ............and other stuff . Ehem ...kinda personal . Can't say in a public forum or website . Well I have fun . And I love Genting Highlands . There are meny thrilling rides . And I almost had a heart attack or faint because I'm afraid and intimidated by its height . Well ...... Thats all!!
Here are some of my pictures on holiday .

Addictive Lyrics

2008-11-12T19:08:00.000-08:00

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

The Cab - Vegas Skies

It's twelve o'clock
And I need your attention
It's like the alcohol
Making my head spin
Your scent is the rum
The room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless
Till I wake tomorrow

And if tonight
Ever makes a difference
The way that I feel
The way that I'll remember it
I'll take this down
Till the glass remains
Swallow the words
That I was meant to say

It's a long drive
Back to Vegas skies
So why don't I
Make one more wrong turn tonight?

So say goodnight
Our first goodbye
I've only got forever
And forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

All of these guards
They stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around
What once was innocent
They won't let me in
But I'm stronger than that
'Cause you stole my eyes
And I've never looked back

Girl, last night
I forgot to mention
The way that I feel
The way that I'll remember this
When we're this young
We have nothing to lose
Just a clock to beat
And a hand to choose

It's a long drive
Back to Vegas skies
So why don't I
Make one more wrong turn tonight?

So say goodnight
Our first goodbye
I've only got forever
And forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

It's a long way down
Just fall into place
And you'll fall into me
We'll make it out, you'll see

So say goodnight
Our first goodbye
I've only got forever
And forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together

And say goodnight
Our first goodbye
I've only got forever
And forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

Bored + Excited !

2008-11-12T18:44:00.000-08:00

I feel so bored at home . Its all about watching tv , playing computer games and internet . I'm so bored !!!! But thank the Lord that I found someone . And to be honest I'm so into him . His like the man of my dreams . He have great body shape and size , tall , a little chubby , handsome , short haired and there's too much !!! I'm blushing . I love him . Even though , I will never end up with him . But still , he have the package to be my man . Everytime I say his name I'll smile . Super big smile .
He is so damn hot!!!!!! I love you Robert Pattinson !!!

Almost Holiday

2008-11-05T04:51:00.000-08:00

Yeah !!!!! No more study time !!!!! In my dreams !!! I have to face PMR next year . So I have to revise my form one and form two books . So I think this holiday is going to be the most boring holiday ever !! But I'm still going holiday with my family and my mum's friend . So that's it . I don't have anymore crap to say .

Success

2008-10-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

What a success !!! And a miracle happen ! For the BM choral thingy my teacher said we did a good job . And I feel really happy cause its like over ! We don't have to practice anymore . And for the choral thingy I kinda wear make-up on . So , that night I think I make myself embarrass in front of everybody . Because my make-up , it was like melting . Because I sweat a lot even though it was like raining . And I really hope that nobody notice . And my hair , it was tied up which actually I promise myself that I will never let my friends see me with my hair up . But they already did . And they say its okay but for me its not. Yeah ... I think that the crap for the day . But The choral thingy was a success .

School's End of Year Activity &$!%$

2008-10-23T19:17:00.000-07:00

I hate my school's end of year activity . We all have to kawad and I had been forced to follow yesterday . The teacher didn't even asked me in a polite way , she was very rude . It's like I'm gonna make you win . I don't even know how to kawad . A few months ealier , my friends and I were told that if you're an ahli mati in the PPIM team you don't have to kawad . But now it turns out to be different . This stuff really piss me off . Supposedly at the end of the year , each school should have let the students rest or do some activities that need less physical movements . And that teacher should understand that I've have been using my whole body energy for the past few months . I have choral speaking , exams and some other activities that were related to school . But for some reason they still have to force me to follow kawad . Why can't they find somebody else ? They are so many Muslim students who are not following kawad . Why the teacher have to find form 2 students ? Why can't they find the form 3 or form 1 students ? And she was saying that all of the 2 Dinamik Muslim students are arrogant . We are not arrogant we just don't like kawad !!!! We are not in the armies . You Know !!!!

Tears

2008-10-21T18:03:00.000-07:00

I cried yesterday . And its so embarrassing .I'm not suppose to cry because it makes me look stupid and weak . I suppose to be strong and not cry like a baby . But yesterday I really can not stand it anymore . That choral stuff really makes me want to explode . And the people in it is getting grumpier than ever . Its like if you're stress , just don't take on other people because other people also have their own problems . And you don't have to be so demanding because not everything you said is correct and not everybody wants to follow or hear what you said . And one last thing I feel so lucky that I have good friends . They tried their to comfort me yesterday and I really appreciate it . And here's some songs that I think soothes my mind now .

"It's Not Over"

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame: it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed. And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it. Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you. It's not over.

"Cry"

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

"The Man Who Can't Be Moved"

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Tiring Day 4 Me

2008-10-20T04:11:00.000-07:00

Today is like the worst and most tiring day . We have to practice over and over again for the BM choral . And when we stop , its not even nice at all . And to make it worst there's a lot of changes and add-change in our movements and intonation . We have only one day left to practice . I don't think we can pull this thing off . Unless there's a miracle happen . Which is like so rare . This whole choral thing really makes me want to explode . I'm not stress but I'm just angry and want to get over this thing quickly . I really hope that the jabatan people will be satisfied with our performance on this Friday . Hmmm......... I think that's all I want to say today .

Lyrics That Touch My Heart

2008-10-18T18:46:00.000-07:00

"True"

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
Its true
Cuz i'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Every time you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
Its true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

"I Will Remember You"

8 years later
time goes by fast
got my memories
and they will last
i try to keep it simple
cause i hate goodbyes
and i try to keep it simple
by telling myself that

I,
I Will remember you
and all of the things
that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So were not together
I will remember you
I will remember… you

We’re a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You’ll never be that far from me
So don’t say goodbye 'cause
You’ll never be that far from me
I’m telling myself

I… I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So were not together
I will remember… you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you

I… I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So

I… I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
We’re not together
I will remember you
We’re not together
I will remember you

I will remember… you

"I Can Wait Forever"

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

I just love the above lyrics because their meaning is so deep and romantic . But I'm not a romantic person . I just feel connected to the song above .

Life and Death

2008-10-18T04:01:00.000-07:00

Let's talk about life first . Life's great and scary . Happy and sad . Good and bad . And it all end up in one thing , DEATH . My life , throughout this past 14 years have been great . There's ups and downs but everything turn out well . My main goal is to live my life to the fullest . But the thing is I'm just not sure whether I've done it or not . Now I started to wonder how would my life be without my family to support me , my friends to make me happy , my pet rabbit Blackie and Goldie and to other great things I have in this world . When I started think of losing those things , my heart sank and I will so sad and scared . And now Death . The moment that I can't even think about . What will happen to me if I die today ? That question sometimes came across my mind . And I will start to think about the sacred place above , Heaven and about the eerie place underneath , Hell. Stop !!! I'll just shake my head . Right now the only thing that I can do now is to pray , pray really hard so that one day when I die I will be in Heaven .

Body and soul

2008-10-17T23:15:00.000-07:00

I have a big problem !!!! Super big problem !! I can't stop feeding myself . It's all biscuits , chocolates , sweets and other junk food . Oh My Gosh ....... Soon i'll be super fat. Ughh i really need to help myself . But i just can't stop !! I think i need to see a doctor . I NEED HELP !!

I'm Worried

2008-10-17T17:45:00.000-07:00

I don't know whats bugging me . Ugh...... I think it's all about 2 things. First its about stuff at school and second its about stuff at school too. So its both about stuff at school. Well the first stuff is choral speaking . I just can't wait to get over it . Its so hard and ......(i just couldn't explain) My head is spinning . And the worst thing is I'm so scared to get my exam result this year . Uhhhh... super worried .

Me again

2008-10-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

Wow ! I really can't help it . I 'm super excited about this blog and i think i'm gonna like WRITE TO IT 10 TIMES A DAY . I'm just so happy that now I can express myself through this blog . You know stuff about life >>> friends.family.me<<< nab signing out .... Sayonara

Life's so hard

2008-10-17T05:26:00.000-07:00

Hello !!! Can anybody hear me ?? Ughhhhh..... Today i feel like killing myself !!!! I'm super stress out and i'm juz not satisfy !!! (Feel like shouting my head off ) And you know it's all about the stupid bm choral speaking ( no offense ) the people are juz not satisfy enough .They thought that we , CONVENTS are like perfect and robots and they expect us to pro but we only have little time to practice and some people they are juz not so co-operative